.:.peace.:.

it is such a simple sounding word.

five letters.

none of them are flashy like the "x" in extreme or the "q" in quick, yet it leaves much to the imagination. some use this word when talking about stopping war or doing nice things for strangers and friends alike. not that i don't support that view at times.

i am drawn to this word

lately

because i deem it worthy to

seek.

i am keenly aware of the

conflict

that occurs in my heart. a constant

battle

it seems. this battle between my human nature and my spirit. this disunity is not conducive to peace. i cannot create it for myself.

tonight i am encouraged by this promise: "the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus." phillipians 4:7

i must constantly remind myself however, my action and attention is required. "rejoice in the Lord always. i will say it again: rejoice! let your gentleness be evident to all. the Lord is near. do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God." phillipians 4-6

as i seek the Lord in order to find the strength to rejoice, to be gentle, to be thankful...i ultimately seek what i myself am unable to create in my own heart.

.:.peace.:.